Could It be? Are we seeing clearly for the very first time? We’ve been to the edge and we know what it’s like to want to die… and that’s something we won’t glorify.
instead of hanging out with my best friend I bought two tall boys of steel reserve and walked home :/
holy shit, fuck this stupid house.
volunteering to do a ton of work over an excessively long period of time with no reward whatsoever except being constantly critiqued and bitched at by people you don’t really like and paying an exorbitant amount of money for sub-mediocrity after you watched the same work fracture the sanity of 3 of your friends. A thing I won’t do again.
maybe I should have listened to aaron instead of abandoning him
“You know, I never feel comfortable on these sort of things. Victims? Don’t be melodramatic. Look down there. Tell me. Would you really feel any pity if one of those dots stopped moving forever? If I offered you twenty thousand pounds for every dot that stopped, would you really, old man, tell me to keep my money, or would you calculate how many dots you could afford to spare? Free of income tax, old man. Free of income tax - the only way you can save money nowadays.”
the fantasy trope of people studying dark magic for centuries to gain immortality or unimaginable power and, in the process, losing their souls and humanity? I think I would literally do that if I had the opportunity.
sometimes i think about all the bad things that have ever happened to me and then think about how i don’t ever talk about them and then think about the bad stuff that happens to other people and it’s hard to be mad at anyone for too long.
